sry

Dear heaven father;
I am so sry that i did again,i just can not controll myself of doing that.Father please give the power for me to overcome the Devil,oh please,i know You love us,but our love is far apart because of my sins,jsut like teacher Sarah send the the msg yesterday,you will not make mistake in my life or be unkind to me.but i am the one who dissappointed you though these 4 years.after reading the Purpose Of Driven Life,i realise that i am a Baby-Christian.i am really learnt a lot though reading that book and also find alot of my mistake.it is really shamed to do sins nad i think it is more shamful that convincing our sins and then i did it again,i am really useless ,i can not even overcome the temptation.because you love us and love me,i can survive.but what i did is going to lead me to devil.
Jesus ,please let me be different and change from past .let me be new,let new spiritual life enter me.I want to be with you,show me your nearness to me.bless me with a mind of loing you ,fear you ,praising you and serving you in my life.i want to be different.give the strenghth to face everything happen to me and let me be strong and growing .please Father GOd take over of my life .direct the way i should go ,the way i have to do for you.I want to a new person ,a new seed ,a new fruit in your hand and care.
God i pray ,my result going to release tomorrow ,i really want to take pure science and A-math next year.GOd please direct me and correct me.Do the right decision,do the way you want us to do.God please hear my voice and my pray.pray in Jesus name Amen
a losing sheep
you adopted
zhang xiao