knowing more about HIM

really,THANK GOD for his love,forgiveness and blessing,to me it is really a wonderful experence.THOUGH it,i know more about GOD.Today,during worshipping,the pastor talked about a few thing,the i remember the most was about difficulty,to me,when i jsut become a christian,i thought life is smooth with him and he will help us,but i am wrong,whenever i met difficulties and i would pray but sometimes it does not really work,then i felt quit discouraging but though reading and experencing i beleive that he give u difficulties but which is u can handle it,testing you for your trust and modified your character.make you to work for the plan he had already prepared for you before you were born.Wat i need to do is to worship him and follow his plans.everyone has his/her difficulties,but he must know how to handl it with GOD,read his words and pray .I am really very exciting with GOD because i know he love me and going to work on me.I am going to prepare myself and looking forward to him.
GOD I PRAY;FORGIVE ME FOR MY CHILDISHNESSS AND NOT MATURE I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND ALWAYS BESIDE ME .I THANK YOU FOR YOU MERCIFUL AND BLESSING OH GOD.I KNOW I AM A SINNER AND I WANT TO CHANGE AND MAKE THE DECISION FOR ME FOR WHETHER I CAN PURE SCIENCE AND A MATHS ,I REALLY WISH I CAN TAKE I KNOW THAT YOU WILL MAKE ME IN YOUR PLAN AND BLESS ME WITH THE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOM AND PEOPLE AROUND ME.I WILL WORK DOUBLY FOR MY WORK;STUDY.I PRAY IN JESUS NAME AMEN.