SOMETIMES I FEEL TAHT I AM LIKE A FOOL WHO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE FOR 4 YEARS TIME.KEEP STRUGGLING FOR THE SAME THING.PEOPLE ARE ENJOYING PEACE AND LOVE WITH GOD BUT I HAVE TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FOR WAT I HAVE DONE.
GOD I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO BE LIKE THAT ,I WANT TO BE WITH YOU IN YOUR LOVE AND
GRACE.I DO NOT WANT TO BE A TOY THAT CONTROLL BY SATAN.I WANT TO BE YOUR SON.GOD PLEASE GIVE ME A NEW LIFE AND A NEW HOPE .I AM JOKING AND ANYHOW SAY ,BECAUSE I WANT TO PUT IT IN PRACTISE.GOD PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE ALONE I TRYING MY BEST TO CHANGE AND DO.GOD PELASE BE WITH ME .PRAY IN JESUS NAME.AMEN!
2008年10月24日星期五
2008年10月14日星期二
"WORRY"
Now i really know why some christian do not need to worry anything,do not need to worry does not means not to do anything and just pray,but it means;you have to step out your first step, pray and tust and beleive in GOD that he has a plan for you.Honestly speaking,it is not easy to do such things as many christian fail had failed to do it.'worry is like a devil who always talk to you and go with you wherever you are,just like to me;before the exam i worried whether my science can get A;A only}but praise the GOD ,i scored a A1.i really touched of my result as i could felt that GOD is working in me during my difficult time and bless me.but once i score a A1 for my science then i started to think how come i did not score 80 above and so on,but i never looked at me as i am really put in much effort!and now i am worried about whether i could take pure science and A-maths,worried again ,this shows that i am faithful enough and trust enough if he really wants to you to be in ,no one can stop it as he HAD ALREADY HAVE A PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE BEFOR YOU WERE BORN,why i need to worried?GOD hAD MAKE PLAN FOR ME.What i need to do is to follow it.Just like what teacher Sarah had smg me last time;always that there are two things which can not go together,oil and water,like trust and worry"this msg really refreshed me.jsut like what the msg.if you trust who will give you the best thing to you then why you worry that u can not get the best thing?just when you know GOD is with you though the difficult time and then u do sins and something which is not GOD de wiling.i am really want to overcome such things but i think i need to read more bible and know more his WORDS.
GOD i pray;i know i am so disobey but you still love me,i have done plenty of things to hurt you and let the SATAN get the vitory.i want to change ,i hope GOD will change my think ,my act and my heart to be more like you ,to shine Jusus' name.about my study ,i let you decide my future as without you i donot even have a chance to think about PURE science.so everything come from you.GOD please lead my life and bless me for my subject and study.i will not do the things which is not correct and i will pray for it repeatly.GOD i hope you can enter me give a new life and refresh me.i want be with you .i pray in JESUS name AMEN
GOD i pray;i know i am so disobey but you still love me,i have done plenty of things to hurt you and let the SATAN get the vitory.i want to change ,i hope GOD will change my think ,my act and my heart to be more like you ,to shine Jusus' name.about my study ,i let you decide my future as without you i donot even have a chance to think about PURE science.so everything come from you.GOD please lead my life and bless me for my subject and study.i will not do the things which is not correct and i will pray for it repeatly.GOD i hope you can enter me give a new life and refresh me.i want be with you .i pray in JESUS name AMEN
how am i going to do
how to overcome the temptation,i am not sure ,when it cames i just can not block it,such like a just dun know how to describe it.try my best to overcome it ,,,,,.......
2008年10月12日星期日
knowing more about HIM
really,THANK GOD for his love,forgiveness and blessing,to me it is really a wonderful experence.THOUGH it,i know more about GOD.Today,during worshipping,the pastor talked about a few thing,the i remember the most was about difficulty,to me,when i jsut become a christian,i thought life is smooth with him and he will help us,but i am wrong,whenever i met difficulties and i would pray but sometimes it does not really work,then i felt quit discouraging but though reading and experencing i beleive that he give u difficulties but which is u can handle it,testing you for your trust and modified your character.make you to work for the plan he had already prepared for you before you were born.Wat i need to do is to worship him and follow his plans.everyone has his/her difficulties,but he must know how to handl it with GOD,read his words and pray .I am really very exciting with GOD because i know he love me and going to work on me.I am going to prepare myself and looking forward to him.
GOD I PRAY;FORGIVE ME FOR MY CHILDISHNESSS AND NOT MATURE I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND ALWAYS BESIDE ME .I THANK YOU FOR YOU MERCIFUL AND BLESSING OH GOD.I KNOW I AM A SINNER AND I WANT TO CHANGE AND MAKE THE DECISION FOR ME FOR WHETHER I CAN PURE SCIENCE AND A MATHS ,I REALLY WISH I CAN TAKE I KNOW THAT YOU WILL MAKE ME IN YOUR PLAN AND BLESS ME WITH THE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOM AND PEOPLE AROUND ME.I WILL WORK DOUBLY FOR MY WORK;STUDY.I PRAY IN JESUS NAME AMEN.
GOD I PRAY;FORGIVE ME FOR MY CHILDISHNESSS AND NOT MATURE I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND ALWAYS BESIDE ME .I THANK YOU FOR YOU MERCIFUL AND BLESSING OH GOD.I KNOW I AM A SINNER AND I WANT TO CHANGE AND MAKE THE DECISION FOR ME FOR WHETHER I CAN PURE SCIENCE AND A MATHS ,I REALLY WISH I CAN TAKE I KNOW THAT YOU WILL MAKE ME IN YOUR PLAN AND BLESS ME WITH THE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOM AND PEOPLE AROUND ME.I WILL WORK DOUBLY FOR MY WORK;STUDY.I PRAY IN JESUS NAME AMEN.
2008年10月10日星期五
GOD YOU REALLY REALLY LOVE ME
Today just get back our resault result for SA2 ,honestly speaking i did not do well for certain subject.my history even chinese,maths another heart hurting subject.Long time ago ,i had a message got into my mind;was me not suitable for maths,was my brain really same and rusting?THe question follows until this morning when i was getting my science result.i scored a A1 76 although it was not the highest in our class and level but rememeber that there will be a lot of people in the world who are stronger then you.But from this result i was quite touched as i did really feel hopeless and i am such a disobey person and my character is like that,but GOD never SAY HE IS GOING TO GIVE UP ON ME AND JUST LET ME DO WHATEVER THING I WANT,INSTEAD OF PUNISHING ME FOR ALL THE SINS WHICH I HAVE DONE AND HURT HIS HEART,HE SHOW HIS NEARNESS TO ME.I donot dare to think and ask for good result because i knew it is too late for me to study,however i had a last hope,pass my english and taking pure science and A-math next year.For math i did not score so well as this was truth as i did not put in such effort and God want to me learn something which is that how much to put in how many u will get.Really,i still remeber clearly that at starting of this year i told myself that maths is a subject without study i still can score a A1,but God show me it was wong,i think he wants to be a man with a heart to study to learn ,to take up the challeges and deal with difficulties with him,build us my faith and get me prepared.I AM really stupid enough by not seeing all these things.until recently i started to reading the purpose of driven life,i just shocked when i reading and it isa really true,GOd is preparing you for his plan and i am just a selfish guy who jsut wan to fullfill my own hope.
before exam i knew i can not deal it with my power and it is not possible to do it with GOD.for maths i jsut want to try my best although i got a very lousy grade but praise the GOD because without him i will become worst.and this time i put all my hope science.on that day was really a day of rushing and difficulties and i managed to do it and the strenghth bless by the God,i score a A1 which i never scored be4 in my life.i was creazy over my result and i cried (of course nv cried so loudly).it is a very touching moment as i knew i did not study well but i spent days be prepared and really i can say that is a last minuts study.i pray and cried many time before and i know i am in his plan and there is a purpose to creat me in his kingdom and he is going to use me soon .praise him really .he is such a lovely god SPENT TIME WITH ME DURING MY LIFE AND MOST SAD AND HAPPY TIME.My mood is really so difficult to be return down as words.lots miracles he had done for me during exam :like my english,i pray for it and end up for my compo and letter resulting,but i jsut make a terrible mistake and i cried after eng exam.and i was on the taxi to HCl ,once i was sitting on the seats a chinese come to my mind(上帝的恩典够我用)i am really impressed feeling the GOd is with me)
GOD,MY FATHER,I AM HOW HURT YOU SO MUCH BUT YOU STILL LOVE ME AND HELP ME,GOD I PRAISING you and i want to be with you and serve you love you with all i can .GOD I LOVE YOU GOD,GOR YOUR FORGIVENESS AND LOVE ,GOD I PRAY THAT I WANT TO TAKE PURE SCIENCE AND A MATHS ,SO BLSS ME THAT MY MATHS TEACEHR WILL ALOUD ME .PRAY IN JESUS NAME AMEN
before exam i knew i can not deal it with my power and it is not possible to do it with GOD.for maths i jsut want to try my best although i got a very lousy grade but praise the GOD because without him i will become worst.and this time i put all my hope science.on that day was really a day of rushing and difficulties and i managed to do it and the strenghth bless by the God,i score a A1 which i never scored be4 in my life.i was creazy over my result and i cried (of course nv cried so loudly).it is a very touching moment as i knew i did not study well but i spent days be prepared and really i can say that is a last minuts study.i pray and cried many time before and i know i am in his plan and there is a purpose to creat me in his kingdom and he is going to use me soon .praise him really .he is such a lovely god SPENT TIME WITH ME DURING MY LIFE AND MOST SAD AND HAPPY TIME.My mood is really so difficult to be return down as words.lots miracles he had done for me during exam :like my english,i pray for it and end up for my compo and letter resulting,but i jsut make a terrible mistake and i cried after eng exam.and i was on the taxi to HCl ,once i was sitting on the seats a chinese come to my mind(上帝的恩典够我用)i am really impressed feeling the GOd is with me)
GOD,MY FATHER,I AM HOW HURT YOU SO MUCH BUT YOU STILL LOVE ME AND HELP ME,GOD I PRAISING you and i want to be with you and serve you love you with all i can .GOD I LOVE YOU GOD,GOR YOUR FORGIVENESS AND LOVE ,GOD I PRAY THAT I WANT TO TAKE PURE SCIENCE AND A MATHS ,SO BLSS ME THAT MY MATHS TEACEHR WILL ALOUD ME .PRAY IN JESUS NAME AMEN
2008年10月9日星期四
sry
Dear heaven father;
I am so sry that i did again,i just can not controll myself of doing that.Father please give the power for me to overcome the Devil,oh please,i know You love us,but our love is far apart because of my sins,jsut like teacher Sarah send the the msg yesterday,you will not make mistake in my life or be unkind to me.but i am the one who dissappointed you though these 4 years.after reading the Purpose Of Driven Life,i realise that i am a Baby-Christian.i am really learnt a lot though reading that book and also find alot of my mistake.it is really shamed to do sins nad i think it is more shamful that convincing our sins and then i did it again,i am really useless ,i can not even overcome the temptation.because you love us and love me,i can survive.but what i did is going to lead me to devil.
Jesus ,please let me be different and change from past .let me be new,let new spiritual life enter me.I want to be with you,show me your nearness to me.bless me with a mind of loing you ,fear you ,praising you and serving you in my life.i want to be different.give the strenghth to face everything happen to me and let me be strong and growing .please Father GOd take over of my life .direct the way i should go ,the way i have to do for you.I want to a new person ,a new seed ,a new fruit in your hand and care.
God i pray ,my result going to release tomorrow ,i really want to take pure science and A-math next year.GOd please direct me and correct me.Do the right decision,do the way you want us to do.God please hear my voice and my pray.pray in Jesus name Amen
a losing sheep
you adopted
zhang xiao
I am so sry that i did again,i just can not controll myself of doing that.Father please give the power for me to overcome the Devil,oh please,i know You love us,but our love is far apart because of my sins,jsut like teacher Sarah send the the msg yesterday,you will not make mistake in my life or be unkind to me.but i am the one who dissappointed you though these 4 years.after reading the Purpose Of Driven Life,i realise that i am a Baby-Christian.i am really learnt a lot though reading that book and also find alot of my mistake.it is really shamed to do sins nad i think it is more shamful that convincing our sins and then i did it again,i am really useless ,i can not even overcome the temptation.because you love us and love me,i can survive.but what i did is going to lead me to devil.
Jesus ,please let me be different and change from past .let me be new,let new spiritual life enter me.I want to be with you,show me your nearness to me.bless me with a mind of loing you ,fear you ,praising you and serving you in my life.i want to be different.give the strenghth to face everything happen to me and let me be strong and growing .please Father GOd take over of my life .direct the way i should go ,the way i have to do for you.I want to a new person ,a new seed ,a new fruit in your hand and care.
God i pray ,my result going to release tomorrow ,i really want to take pure science and A-math next year.GOd please direct me and correct me.Do the right decision,do the way you want us to do.God please hear my voice and my pray.pray in Jesus name Amen
a losing sheep
you adopted
zhang xiao
2008年10月8日星期三
一封给天父的信
亲爱的天父；
我是张骁，一个罪人，在几年前进入你的怀抱 ，感动动分，还记得在洗礼的那一天，跪在十字架前，我所保证得，我所感激地，我所感动的，我所赞美的，我充满希望和感恩在你的面前向世人证明我一得救。回过头，数看你对我爱，赦免，恩典，我永远数不清。最永远是我最大的敌人。但我一次一次被他所打败，但我一次一次像你认罪，求赦免，你一次一次的怜敏我，但我还是死不悔改。我不知何以面对你，有时我抱怨不公平，有时我感觉你的不存在。但我从来没有看看自己，所对你的应许我有没有做到。我跟那些愚昧的人一样，不爱你，再有困难的时候求你，在没事时忘记你。有时会过头，看到你对我的恩典，心里感激，感恩，不断感谢你。但当我要行出时，我无法挡住魔鬼对我的诱惑，当我到遇难时，我无法全心全意地靠着你。我很笨，无知。
现在我想再次进入你的怀抱，没有你，我什莫都做不成，没有你我已无索有，没有你生命没有盼望。上帝怜悯我愿我的无知，愚昧，堕落。我知道错了。我向改，请怜悯我这个罪人，赦免我，我知道你我的天父，，为我们这些罪人，你所作的牺牲。我的父 ，我想犹如你的怀抱，得到你的恩典 ，改变我。保佑我。你是我的希望，我的牧羊人。带领我，保佑我，此我力量，挡住撒旦。我写的这些话是诚心诚意的。带领我生命中的得没一件事。希望在天上的你能受到这封信。以耶稣基督的名义求 阿门
你所眷顾得
罪人张骁
原所有荣耀对于您
我是张骁，一个罪人，在几年前进入你的怀抱 ，感动动分，还记得在洗礼的那一天，跪在十字架前，我所保证得，我所感激地，我所感动的，我所赞美的，我充满希望和感恩在你的面前向世人证明我一得救。回过头，数看你对我爱，赦免，恩典，我永远数不清。最永远是我最大的敌人。但我一次一次被他所打败，但我一次一次像你认罪，求赦免，你一次一次的怜敏我，但我还是死不悔改。我不知何以面对你，有时我抱怨不公平，有时我感觉你的不存在。但我从来没有看看自己，所对你的应许我有没有做到。我跟那些愚昧的人一样，不爱你，再有困难的时候求你，在没事时忘记你。有时会过头，看到你对我的恩典，心里感激，感恩，不断感谢你。但当我要行出时，我无法挡住魔鬼对我的诱惑，当我到遇难时，我无法全心全意地靠着你。我很笨，无知。
现在我想再次进入你的怀抱，没有你，我什莫都做不成，没有你我已无索有，没有你生命没有盼望。上帝怜悯我愿我的无知，愚昧，堕落。我知道错了。我向改，请怜悯我这个罪人，赦免我，我知道你我的天父，，为我们这些罪人，你所作的牺牲。我的父 ，我想犹如你的怀抱，得到你的恩典 ，改变我。保佑我。你是我的希望，我的牧羊人。带领我，保佑我，此我力量，挡住撒旦。我写的这些话是诚心诚意的。带领我生命中的得没一件事。希望在天上的你能受到这封信。以耶稣基督的名义求 阿门
你所眷顾得
罪人张骁
原所有荣耀对于您
2008年10月6日星期一
struggling over
after sunday de pray i suddenly du not feel the presence of GOD,serious until today ,temptation around me and make me away from GOD i pray ask for guild and help.really GOD does it,just hear a song from MR SEE not others u know ,he is my Geo teacher a teacher,he compose a song make me touch ,the lyrics is fantastic to me really,this is a the lybric
也许我从此，但在十字架我看见你为爱所留得宝血
其实我不懂谁能赦免我，但在十字架我看见你赦免我罪的痕迹 什莫人能为爱而放弃一切谁的爱会从天降下来拥抱我 不管多大的代价 耶稣以付出 因为他真的很爱我 其实我不曾明白快乐的意义 但在十字架我看见你温柔的双眼 其实我不曾珍惜真正的幸福 但在十字架我看见你 ················ 什莫人能为爱而放弃一切 谁的爱会从天降下来拥抱我 不管多大的代价 耶稣以付出 因为他真的很爱我 什莫人能为爱而放弃一切 谁的爱会从天降下来拥抱我不管多大的代价耶稣以付出 因为他真的很爱我 因为他真的很爱我。
其实我不懂谁能赦免我，但在十字架我看见你赦免我罪的痕迹 什莫人能为爱而放弃一切谁的爱会从天降下来拥抱我 不管多大的代价 耶稣以付出 因为他真的很爱我 其实我不曾明白快乐的意义 但在十字架我看见你温柔的双眼 其实我不曾珍惜真正的幸福 但在十字架我看见你 ················ 什莫人能为爱而放弃一切 谁的爱会从天降下来拥抱我 不管多大的代价 耶稣以付出 因为他真的很爱我 什莫人能为爱而放弃一切 谁的爱会从天降下来拥抱我不管多大的代价耶稣以付出 因为他真的很爱我 因为他真的很爱我。
isn't so really that the love from GOd have work in us because he love us so deeply.only GOd our father GOrgive us,no one will give out everything except GOd ,the problem is that we dun appreciate it and and can not endure the temptation from satan and he try to make us away from GOD .but we re forgived because of his LOVE.jsut like the last sentence of the song, 因为他真的很爱我 因为他真的很爱我.AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!
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