sian

i feel en,quite relax now cos i have no pressure,on friday ,it was raining.So we have to report to the hall.then i am wandering i think i better went and find coach ,cos i saw HIS car.so i went ask for permission whether i can go washroom.then when i was walking down to the gam,i saw my caoch ,i go talk to him ,i apologised,he say 在这时候，倒不道歉，远不原谅我没意义。不重要。he said taht i have been given him empty promises.last time in gam ,i promised to him that i would nv argue with him,follow instruction,and more and more,i did it,when by the time i was selected in the school team i totally fogotten wat i have promisd to him.a lot thing happen!i was banned for 2 matches,and he told taht he use him heart to talk to me and almost everything but i have betrayed.i feel liek dying when i heard this and suddenly my mind was blank dun wat to say!he told me once i am his player i forever be his player.i so touched.他付出了真心 but same get the return of same value,i sad i told myself must rmb all this.i feel like nth to say when i talk to him nothing and nothing to say ,really sad.haize ......,i am going to learn from paining experience.really.