NBA 2004

reason why i play nba 2004 is my com too lousy ,can only see floor on 2004 not on 2006/7 haha .2004 is quit different from other so sian can not even drive in haha,but quit fun del lahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahha

raining

today whole day is raining non-stop so basketball game had to be cancelled at night.so sian because i want to excise!!!today same as other days,morning study then afternoon go tution.so tired!!!!tomorrow more sain move house ma haah,finally can leave this house le byebye

THINKING

sian,holiday so boring, haha.now wondering wat are the thing should i do during holiday basketball, tutuion,and go church.school surfing internet that all.now i am wondering why i cannot have a gf.see so many people have.xian mu haize.but too fat liao.lose weight nid a lot of self-controll.sian.now thinking wat meaningful thing that i can do example duno still wondering!

NEW START

just talk to mr tse on msn ,he ask to take the sec 1 boys.i think this is a new start in my life to be a assistant coach.this is gd.i can be a leader i mean to be trained as a leader.anyway its a new start in my life anyway just forget wat had happened at last .looking forward.haize now feel like have new thing then will have challege haha.happy happy.

finally holiday

finally holiday coming,haha.friday i go take care the sec 1 .sian shout until my throat pain.also i go do cip on friday with my frieneds go old folks home my meaningful.saturday sian nv do anything jsut stay at home play computer haha.then sunday i saw nancy in church but i think she angry or other see me as transparent.AAAA i tell myself i dun like her liao really but whenever i see have "feeling"so sian,then when i go home i saw her on the 月台，lol,of course nv go talk to her.sian.maybe i should go talk to her 1st maybe but lack of courage .let OGD decide de ba!

i think i should go talk to her anyway.jsut like one of my friends u dun expect the gal come and talk to you so shy,be a man lah gogogo

peaceful day

finally today nothing happen,so happy on one thing,my stupid group member go complain to my form teacher lol,that is stupid,he can not even manage his own,stupid lah lee ke wei.dun talk about him.today music lesson fun lolhaha,go make melody hehe,nv do that be4 end up,3h nv even done 1!!!dun care lah.2 more days school holiday de.haha happy.

RAINING OUTSIDE AND INSIDE

Today's wether not good,raining the whole morning and afternoon.today i dun wan go PE lesson because have weight measing,so PS so dun wan to go,but i dun feel well.总是觉得有东西压在我的胸口上，喘不过来气！sian next time must go sch le.today i nv study much just do the tution hmk taht's all.i wan go sleep le.actully not so sad lah,but after have lunch ,i talk to my mom,i say i dun taht the guy speaks like a gal,that my mother ask me who i say chuang shi chao,then my mother smile and say she know why i dun like him because he always talk to nancy hehe,actully wat she had said strait to the point but i pretend say no!!!haha.my mother can read me as book!!sain so easily ganna read by my mom,so paiseh haha.actully i dun liek her anymore,no more feeling no more,stop thinkinh about her lah,bo chance lah,now dun like any people so shook,but when think her still got some strange feeling.平常心吧！！！

LOOKING FORWARD

term1 is going to end ,look back of wat i ahve done in term 1 is nth,a lot thing got o bad,haize!!!going to work hard .now i can to change to another sport,i mean start a new sports,forget basketball which give me good and bad memories,wat u think should i change or stay there till the end?4 more days going to be 1 week holiday msut use wisely hehe.these days i feel lazy to go to school so sian,tomorow i poten lah,dun care le,must looking forward,刚刚看完士兵突击，正如许三多所说的做人要好好活，如何好好活呢？就是做有意义的是.issnit right,i think it is right.let go and looking foward.

sian

i feel en,quite relax now cos i have no pressure,on friday ,it was raining.So we have to report to the hall.then i am wandering i think i better went and find coach ,cos i saw HIS car.so i went ask for permission whether i can go washroom.then when i was walking down to the gam,i saw my caoch ,i go talk to him ,i apologised,he say 在这时候，倒不道歉，远不原谅我没意义。不重要。he said taht i have been given him empty promises.last time in gam ,i promised to him that i would nv argue with him,follow instruction,and more and more,i did it,when by the time i was selected in the school team i totally fogotten wat i have promisd to him.a lot thing happen!i was banned for 2 matches,and he told taht he use him heart to talk to me and almost everything but i have betrayed.i feel liek dying when i heard this and suddenly my mind was blank dun wat to say!he told me once i am his player i forever be his player.i so touched.他付出了真心 but same get the return of same value,i sad i told myself must rmb all this.i feel like nth to say when i talk to him nothing and nothing to say ,really sad.haize ......,i am going to learn from paining experience.really.