am i back sliding?of course nt

regreting of sins i had commit these weekes.but actully i promise that i wont do that.i feell so scare afraid,that is all.that is happen when we disobey Him,i somehow i can sense it,i hope GOD　ｄｉｄ　ｎｏｔ　i did not give up,GOD　ｗｉｌｌ　never give up,he write itin bible.but i have to say sry to GOD　jesus,i done sth wrong,which i hope u can provide me grace so i cannot do it,and let me mix with positive pple,hope cheng en will not angry and everyong goes well,oy ya GOD i have going to have my chemistry Spa this week wednesday ,pls provide grace for me to go through it,my mood its terrible and while listen yi sheng ai ni this song it goes better and peaceful maybe joyfull,oh ya FＡTHER i want lose more weight ,pls privide grace so i can burn more more and thank you FATHER　ＪＥＳＵＳ.pray in Jesus name .Amen!!!

another chance

time pass faster,i am going to have my o lvl this years,suck maybe,feel a bit depress now,do not like to talk to other pple,of course nt antisocial.anyway many thing bother me these few days.my chemistry SPA is coming ,feeling afraid.my dearest dream gal make me wonder so much,but u can not blame me,i can not control the feell,or that is homo!!!cells in my body haha,make me wonder always.haha.anyway although in front my mom i pretend to say she's appearace vry **** but actully i dun think so,i felt that it is not about the appearence but i hope i will the chacne to find out.really although her smile dam sweet last time,i hope i will be same not matter wat happens,i did regret wat i have done during the past,maybe that is man during some area but watecer it is.i really realy miss her,hey dun call me mad cos i know i am not mad,taht is such wonderful feeling .hence i nid to do sth to be nearer to my dream.maybe hardworing or it wont happen.that is true,haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz