CNM WORKSHOP

29/8/2011

The worst in my life,,i think its to sit at place where u were 'ganna" a lot before,
ask for help from some pple who u offended just now,,,
i should leave this place immediatly
teacher is always teacher ,,,,always,,forever,,,,,,,scared,,,,horrifield,,,,impredictable,,,,,,many mnay more

remeber

YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES
You say: 'It's impossible' God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: 'I'm too tired' God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: 'Nobody really loves me' God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34 )
You say: 'I can't go on' God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: 'I can't figure things out' God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: 'I can't do it' God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: 'I'm not able' God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: 'It's not worth it' God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 )
You say: 'I can't forgive myself' God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: 'I can't manage' God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: 'I'm afraid' God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated' God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: 'I'm not smart enough' God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: 'I feel all alone' God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)

so fast so slow so near so far

just had discuss with mom about our cny dinner,i think it is going to be great,but not really if the household at home it is not going to be so great haha,anyway hope will nt at home,haha.just mention that my brother he going bk to china for cny so he wont have it with us,but anyway it does not matter.just wondering wat will be the next time i will see him,still rmb that when was only about 12 i htink that is the time i saw him.i still rmb that in the last say he told me that "if u do not kiss me now ,or u have wait for dun not know how many years ' its true after 7 years i saw him,no big deal,in my heart he always the same,always.maybe i am going to be miss him and more cherish him in this years.that all.brother i love you!!!!!!!!

never give up

i still can rmb yesterday i am a bit depress,not really,anyway after today i will better,so much better now!!!!faith is a gift and bear the gift of the faith is the most wonderful thing in the world,but the procees of geeting it is testing which moore than gold,Amen!!!

am i back sliding?of course nt

regreting of sins i had commit these weekes.but actully i promise that i wont do that.i feell so scare afraid,that is all.that is happen when we disobey Him,i somehow i can sense it,i hope GOD　ｄｉｄ　ｎｏｔ　i did not give up,GOD　ｗｉｌｌ　never give up,he write itin bible.but i have to say sry to GOD　jesus,i done sth wrong,which i hope u can provide me grace so i cannot do it,and let me mix with positive pple,hope cheng en will not angry and everyong goes well,oy ya GOD i have going to have my chemistry Spa this week wednesday ,pls provide grace for me to go through it,my mood its terrible and while listen yi sheng ai ni this song it goes better and peaceful maybe joyfull,oh ya FＡTHER i want lose more weight ,pls privide grace so i can burn more more and thank you FATHER　ＪＥＳＵＳ.pray in Jesus name .Amen!!!

another chance

time pass faster,i am going to have my o lvl this years,suck maybe,feel a bit depress now,do not like to talk to other pple,of course nt antisocial.anyway many thing bother me these few days.my chemistry SPA is coming ,feeling afraid.my dearest dream gal make me wonder so much,but u can not blame me,i can not control the feell,or that is homo!!!cells in my body haha,make me wonder always.haha.anyway although in front my mom i pretend to say she's appearace vry **** but actully i dun think so,i felt that it is not about the appearence but i hope i will the chacne to find out.really although her smile dam sweet last time,i hope i will be same not matter wat happens,i did regret wat i have done during the past,maybe that is man during some area but watecer it is.i really realy miss her,hey dun call me mad cos i know i am not mad,taht is such wonderful feeling .hence i nid to do sth to be nearer to my dream.maybe hardworing or it wont happen.that is true,haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz